Profile ErnErn Chen, Ngee Ann Poly, Early childhood education, (L)CaiXing Facebook 30 day letter challenge @ ThreeZero Nuffnang Twitter - Tagboard Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 October 2011	Friday, February 29, 2008 the words we say are getting more and more hurtful. Thursday, February 28, 2008 but, hey. at least i have th BBQ to look forward to, right ? .-. my world has been turned upside down ~ hello horrible world. i have a dinner at my aunts house later. i super dont wna go. cos im quite sure i'll either be bombared with questions like, ' so how ern ? hows ur revising coming along ? ' OR just be ignored and feel super outta place. i dont wna go ): i feel so horrible now. even maple seems so emo. laughoutloud. im gna go bathe and get ready for either one of the above. & i hope its none which happens. i just wna be haaaappppyyyy): is it tt hard ?! &i told razer people tt i wna kill someone. then when i asked them what will happen to me ? they all went ' GG !!!!!!!! ' hahha, super laughoutloud moment. love them :D anws, i dont wna go school anymore. i dont wna face my relatives anymore. i dont even bother if i get to eat icecream anymore. i dont want this life ! wna trade lives with me ? o.o my life is real fun. you'll never get bored of being sad. cuz its all i do man .. i go to school, only cuz in school i get to laugh like mad with C & S & G & J & G & C. and of course other funny people like J & BH & S & C & even Anthony. cause i sit next to him in english and he can be rather funny. hahaha. ANW, yar. if theres another place where i can laugh like mad with them, i'd quit school NOW. NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW. boooooo ~ ): i havent felt worst in years ): PS. Hstar ! i swear the reason is not you. dont get the wrong idea ah ~ haha. Tuesday, February 26, 2008 first the horoscope thing ! then the funny dream. it feels like, cupid hit me ~ haha ! whatevs. im gna go dreaaaam ~ blablaaa .. Monday, February 25, 2008 HEYHEY. can someone send me the code for archives ! i lost mine. D: Sunday, February 24, 2008 fk off ladeh. you so unhappy with what i write just dont come kaypo luhs. Saturday, February 23, 2008 ; YO PEOPLE. today is SO FUN :D FIRST, woke up, met chels at macs. ateateate. then. LINE-ed to schooool. met maine& people. then flagday ! okay, competition, the worst thing i've heard and the best. NOMINEES. worst : ' I DONT TRUST CHARITY LAAA. ' ' GO AWAY ! ' ' SEESEESEE ! I DONATE ALREADY ! * points to sticker on boob with a very irritating face * ' THANK YOU !!!! * but never even donate * ' * stare at tin, stare at you, DIAO you, then walks off* ' best : ' sec4 ah ? good luck for ur O's ! * puts in coin * funniest : ' * pull up jacket sleeve, look at wrist, say 'AIYO LATE READY' walk off. * (funny thing is, THERE ISNT A WATCH ON HER WRIST. so she looked like a idiot -.-) yar. tts all. zz. so overall. people were such meanies. esp singaporean chinese. RAWR. ANYYYYWAEEEEYYYYY, we were all so tired. BUT, shireen and i were still super enthu. SO, we wento chels house to swim !! HAHA, not swim la actually. more of FLOAT. zzz. can see the pictures for urself. mostly taken after we were dry. the pictures of when we were wet look super unglam. hahahhhaha. WE DANCED IN THE SAUNA OKAY ! SUPER FUNNY. LOL. the sauna light spoilllll. so since no one was looking. and we 2 are perfectly fine with each other. shireen was like ' LETS DANCE HAHAHAHA' so we did ! LOL. if only there was light ! can take video. hahahah ! ANW, OVERALLL. super fun la ! LETS DO IT AGAIN NEXT WEEK YAYYY. this time chels go into sauna too ! abit small to dance alrdy -.- nvmnvm, dance on the spot. HOHO. :D MWAHS ! LOVE YOU SHIREEEEN !!!!! :D:D:D Friday, February 22, 2008 fk you lah bitch. go commit suicide please. everytime i see your face i feel like vommitting. not only tt. i wish i can disfigure you in all ways. tmd. holy ur neh. hope you fall down in front of a car and kena squashed by 10 lorrys and get stuck to the ground. see how euu tokk lykk dhishh aggaiiinn n0rhhhsss. SCREW YOU. i hope you die. or rather, i hope i kill you soon. i hate you. so veryvery much. Wednesday, February 20, 2008 A dying rose Withering in the dark A love overcome by fear Breaking this sad heart A dying rose Wilting all alone A love once alive and strong But never was it known A dying rose Fading in the gloom A love ruled by reluctance A stubborness to accept its tomb A dying rose Crumbling on the ground A love that continued to grow When that one was around A dying rose Breaking away from this realm A love taken by the shadows A lonely place to dwell 10.30.2006 (c) Kage-Ichihashi (Momo Dublin) i dont like today. even glory turned her back on me. _|_ nb, i wna die. hope i have a dam nice dream. at least i have a good 'dreaming life'. unlike this shitty reality one. Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ohohoh, new dream people. new dream. i dreamt last night. that the whole school had a hostel ! for everyone of us ! and the room was shared by 2. i stayed with charmaine ! and there was a tv and 2 beds. and it was really spacious. like HEAVEEEENNN. &&sososo, somehow, i was in stuart&zhixiangs room with shireen and charmaine. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY OHKAY ! anws, it was really fun. we were talking and talking. it was at night after we bathed i think. charmaine&my room weren't furnished and all yet. so we were talking bout how to bring our computers to school -.- then zhixiang was like : I HELP YOU INSTALL ! ( LOL, super funny seeing him so active :P) thenthenthen, somehow, the next moment charmaine&my room was DONE ! it was airconditioned and furnished and there was even a corner to laze around and play twister -.- aww i woke up aft that. the image of the room is still fresh in my head okay ! super heavenly. aw, i want it to happen. imagine allll of us staying in hostels. like next to each other only. i bet it'll be so much fun. T.T saaad, its just a dream. reeeaaaalllliiiittttyyy, my english grades has droppppped. V.V im at chels seat now. thats about 5ranks down. boooooo. BLABALBLAAAA. i miss school D: i must be kidding. ANEEEEWAEEEEEYYYYYSSSSS. IM SO HAPPY NOW I COULD SCREAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay, actually im not. i have this commanding thing on friday. super nervous. i almost feel like i wna get kicked out. pple have moved on. i feel so fking used. go fking live ur own lives farfar away. dont appear in front of me everrrr. i srsly HATE you two. i havent hated someone so much since so long ago. i wna kill someone -.- i'll be posting things on my devianart page. so hoho. till then. cya asses. AW SHIREEN ! CHARMAINE ! IM IN LOVE WITH H* ! LOL ! lovely girls. I LOVE YOU ALL MWAHHHHHHHHHH ! xoxo Monday, February 18, 2008 shireen kissing chawanmushi. -.- lol, mirror image. LOL, charmaine&i. our artpiece ! :D aww, so sweeet. LOL. HAHA, maplemadness. we were doing roleplay. &yes i know, my moustache dam hot. F3. LOL, look at our faces ! i feel like im the man, hes the woman. HEY TWIN :D this was, during newyear -.- RANDOM ! LION DANCE ! i love it, no idea why. newyear pic too. zz. JUNIORS LETTER. aw sweet, tgt for 3years. HOHO :D FerreroRocher madness. KHONG&MY artpiece. damn sexy right. BITCH luhs you, go to hell. &&yarhs, bet you know who you are. aw. the past few days. i forgot evrything. so, people. go to shireen/charmaine's blog. :D hoho ! pictures, really random luhs. over the past week. (: &&the last picture, i wna kill her. evryday dream of her. dream tt i killing her. LOL. anws. todays new sentence was. ILOVEYOUUU ! treat me okay ? :D lol, dam fun. go arnd telling pple I LOVE YOUUUU ! spread the love people, HOHO. Friday, February 15, 2008 i wna die. 陈恩恩is deadddd. Tuesday, February 12, 2008 YELLOW PEOPLE. im so tired i can sleep for 24hrs straight without gg for toilet breaks la ! i feel so bored. i have lotsa things to do. but all are boring irritating even more boring stuffs. example, 3yingyongwens, 5journal entries ( which i alrdy did ! ) and mathmathmath. dam interesting right -.- my life is so 'monotone'. like a dead person's heartbeat on the heartbeat counter thing. ______________________ peoples heartbeats are like ^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^V^^V mine is just ____________________ GEDDIT !? ._. i wna die. LOL ! siao maaan. but my only aim now is : 2WEEKs+ TO MARCH HOLS !!!! which means waking up late &doing homework at my own timing ! WHICH ROCKS. A LOT. i hate waking up in the morning. my eyes are like -.- and when i reach school my eyes will be o,o then after assembly, i will be like O,O then when lesson starts, before recess, i'll be like o,o again then few lessons aft recess, i'll be like -.- again and during asp, im like =.= someone give me something to look forward to ! something nearer than 2weeks away. something fun. something exciting. i need smth to puff up my life man ! im so BORED ! AHHHH ! Sunday, February 10, 2008 okie, just changed skin. the old one was getting boring! anw, the navigations are on the side. dominis&family on their way here alrdy. so bye people. gg to play with tricia now, hoho. Yo people. back from liondance at aunts house. i took a fourteenminute video ! which is super hard to load so yar. hoho. last night, i couldnt fell asleep. torturous -.- &if you think you're feeling more hurt than me. i think i fell in love with the wrong guy 2years ago. and if i still love him now, i should jump off my balcony immediately. sorry for the short and emo posts today. i think the ordeal is finally over. im gg to try to forget what just happened and sleep in peace. either that or i ll have a horrible nightmare on you-know-what. ah, im used to it alrdy. been having it for what, 4 days straight ? i'll not be surprised if it goes on forever. so goodnight people. i nv wna fall in love again. cos it hurts, like pangsai. -.- stop reading u toot. &hahahahah blablabla whatever you people say. if its really so easy to forget, i think, i would be so happy now. but now im so weird. i can be happyhappyhappy, then suddenly, sad. going gaga la. tmd. after tt short conversation, before the conversation i was thinking, stop talking, leave me alone. now, im like, dont stop talking, i wish this would never end. im such a sucker at things like these. i think i should quit friendster. save myself the hurt. 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3.The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. hey, i wish this was true. but who am i kidding. this is so not true. ): http://babygirl44142.deviantart.com/art/good-bye-23439641 go read it people. it is oh-so-true. D: Saturday, February 9, 2008 feels super outta place. D: LION DANCE AT AUNT'S HOUSE TOMORO. I JUST FOUND OUT AND I REALISED, I HAVE NTH TO WEAR LER ! DIE LAA ! anws, TODAY WAS FUN. LOL, woke up, aunts house, boring as usual. then, home, shireen and neh and maine came ! eateat talktalk. went to maines house, eat and talk again ! but ah, charmaines cousin is AMAZING. they played blackjack, he got 21 21 21. like 5 times in a row okay ! AMAZING. he wonwonwon. like 10 bucks + ?! i was so O,O. then he revealed his secret ! HE WORE RED UNDERWEARRRR !!!! -.- O LEVELS WEAR RED BRA RED PANTY RED EVERYTHING OKAY PEOPLE ! then, left her house, wento vivo ! neh left for home. she had mahjong later on. hoho. we told her to wear red panty&bra. -.- so reached vivo, realised, OMG, MOVIE NO SPACE ALRDY. SO, we wento bk, eat, talk, eat, talk. then walk arndd. our first stop, as always, TOYSRUS. :D then in the mrt, alot of funny things happened la. like maine and i acting like idiots over the hole thing. and the person who had same colour as his shorts. shant elaborate, touchy issue ya ! :P anw, laughing with reen and maine is fun la ! can go siao tt kind. laugh till stomache pain, yah. oh, then we wento cp take neoprint ! we were unprepared for almost every shot. so the machine would go ONE, TWO, AHHHHHH three. -.- but fun lahs ! aiyo. funfunfun. okays, lion dance tmr. i shall go find some other red thing to wear. im super out of red stuff ! the only red thing i have left which is not in the wash is, my red panties -.- right. i think i ll be really bored at my aunts house tmr. tt always happens. go there, feel like a idiot. people talktalktalk, th things i say like super out of topic. either tt or i say wrong thing. zzz. maple better luhs. i talk cock also nvm. talk to the 6ofus also can. talk nonsence also nvm one. haiyo. saddening. i think i need to improve on my english. this post is full of singlish ! AIYO. Thursday, February 7, 2008 DARLINGDARLING. MY LOVE ! i wna MARRY this car ! 1201am, 1st minute of chinese calenders 2008, about 100metres away from guanyinmiao. and this pose. my first picture of CNY2008. right ._. the crowd ! JIE with my darling ! jie trying to act like mr bae. LOL. darling mazerati ! there were like 3 of these plates. sashimi madness.! SISTERRRS. MUMMYYYYY. DADDYYYY 's fish. -.- he loves them like siao. looks so gross la ! MY LOVE. there was like twice that amount. and almost all gone. saddening. SCHOOL. ANGELIA ! BABY GORO ! (cousins dog) lunch on eve, cousins houseee. the pictures are super not in order. but whatever lahs. this is a sum up of the past two days. theres soso much more. but its so dam slow. i wna go play daidee alrdy. -,- BYE PEOPLE. Wednesday, February 6, 2008 HELLOW PEOPLE. just returned from my aunts house. didnt eat much. not hungry !! aw sad. anws, dinner at my house later. gna be so crowded you cant walk. SERIOUS. i ll try to take a picture of how crowded it is. if im tall enuf. z. so aft dinner i needa go temple with my mama and papa and sis& sis and popo ! all squashed into the car. ohmaaaan. im suppose to sleep now so tt i ll be able to last the night but i wna watch a movie now or smth. so yes. bye people ! sad, 'larry' didnt come today. BOOO T,T Tuesday, February 5, 2008 hello people. i had a lovely/horrible dream last night. lovely cos its what i've always wanted. horrible cos when i woke up, i was thinking, ' that will NEVER come true.' sad. talkin to shireen online now. we're talking bout what to wear and all. hahahaha. quite fun la. but imagine if we were allowed to wear homeclothes to school, EVERYDAY would be a hassle. like deciding what to wear and all. when i go to poly, IF i go to poly, headache deciding what to wear ! hahaha. ITE have uniform ! good ! :D anw more bout the dream. i dreamt that i was DRIVING. no idea why but its a DREAM. so yar, i was driving, and apparently i was a hardcore gangster. (maybe cos i was reading yakuza moon the night before HAHA) and my life revolved around playing, and not gg to school and all tt. (YAKUZA MOON ONCE AGAIN) but i had this 1 weakness, the one i liked for a super long time broke up with me cos i was a gangster. and ahem, he was a real person i loved okay ! lets name him, LARRY. LOL. okay, so i was in love with larry and all. and the dream was draggy la. like driving around, getting into trouble and all. then there was this huge police raid or smth !? okay. all these sorta blury to me alrdy. the main part i rmbed so super clearly : LARRY& i were at the beach. and i was like , DO YOU KNOW I VE BEEN LIKING YOU FOR SO LONG ? he said, yeah, i know. -.- okay, then blablabla. talktalktalk. somehow it ended up with this : i said, is there any chance tt we'll be tgt again ? he said , yeah, why not. and i was OVER THE MOOOOON. then my phone vibrated and i woke up._. the thing is, the image at the beach thing happened before ! i mean not the things we said la, but both of us were there. and it was SO REAL. and i felt like i was in HEAVENNNN when he said that. then i HAD to wake up, and think, OH SHIT I HAVE SCHOOL. reality check. SAD. i still wish it would happen. but i guess it nv will .. &&'Larry', I still MISS YOU a lot )))): Sunday, February 3, 2008 HELLO. i had a SUPER HORRIBLE nightmare last night. i dreamt tt my dad killed liangrong. srsly. i was DAMN SCARED. when i told my mum, she said : AIYO DONT WORRY. WE'RE LAW ABIDING PEOPLE. hahahaaaaaa. whatevrrrr. today went for lunch at triple3. some supposedly highclass place. in the end so-so la. went there to celebrate aaron's olevel results. we just ate alot. i had like 15 slices of sashimi. damn fat. z. they were talking bout wanxin's project thing at the table and i was totally in my own world, doing nth. so boring ! i was thinking, IF ONLY SO&SO WERE HERE !! rawr. then one by one, my uncle and aunties were going, ERN ! NEXT YEAR UR TURN AH ! YOU GET ONE DIGIT WE GO SHANGRILA HOTEL EAT OKAY !!! booo. z. anw, made a deal with my mama. if i get single digit, i can either have a party at THE LINE. (some expensive place ._.) or book a room at jacksonmiller. and if i get double digits, i ll have a party at some kopitiam. -.- shiok right. took alot of pictures today. including a damn funny one of my dad. but lazy to upload. heh heh. school tmr ! &i cant wait for newyear. dont know why. i just cant wait. lol. and still, i hate china pple. Saturday, February 2, 2008 http://www.furisdead.com/feat/ChineseFurFarms/ go see, its inhumane. now i rmb why i hate china so much. i hate you china people. stop doing ur evil stuff. I HATE YOU. ps, it made me cry for like 1-2hours so yes, you get my point. its srsly inhumane. i feel like fking doing th same thing to the fking chinaASSHOLES. how can they do tt la ! IF I SEE ANYONE ON TH STREET WEARING REAL ANIMAL FUR I'LL SKIN TH PERSON ALIVE TOO. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRR. _|_ china asses. Friday, February 1, 2008 FK U LAHS ZH. WHOEVER U ARE. Pple in Gclass be head of CCA cannot isit ? You think only J pple can be uhs ? Smart so, BIG FK ? Dont so haolian luhs please. Who say G&Hpple cannot b ldrs ?
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