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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Sieh sian prz. Happy mood for tmrw like gone. Darius pregnant somemore, sigh Rachel* knows why uhs i think! Lolllll.  STOP LAUGHING I DONT LOOK LIKE A BOY AT ALL LOLLLL DAMN AWESOME DREAM THOU HAHAHA i dreamt tt my step cousins came over (I DONT LIKE THEM AT ALL BTW) and they're like super bo manners and everything so i dreamt tt they spilled soup on the floor in my house then just ignored it so i shouted at them then they like stunned. then everybody quiet i felt so shiok HAHAHAHAH i can't shout at them in real life so sad ): LOL okay. back to Grr sian dayyyyy. ): nashing to do. Mmm whatcha sayyyy Mmm that you only meant well ok the song not stuck in my head at all -.- shall do my refrections naoz. bai HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSEA NICOLE CHENG YEH :D Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Pierre cardin got sale everywhereeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 sets for 25 i think. damn cheap lor! i need mummy ): My sister makes the best scones ever. Srzly heavenly like crazy ohman if i grow fat its my sisters fault.  Before  Duringggg   After! omg craving for them now. AHHH okay i've gotta go running man like srzlyyyyy looking at my own reflection @ mrts super depressing, LOL my aim to lose 3kg before 2010 obviously epic fail but k nvm at least i didnt gain instead hahah! Reen came over today! :D we slacked arnd for a while then left for bugis! srzly random la LOL we were just so boreddddd did a bit of shopping, then headed to iluma where we had dinner! dinner was YUMZ omg drooling     TOMATOES OOOOH ><> Cant wait for thursdayyyyyyy I hope i dont go all merlion again grr.  Owner Fat, Pet also Fat -.-  Actually i feel quite sian now ): Supposed to be at supperclub lor lor lor urghhhhh k nvm i'll make myself happy! i shall go running now! then gna meet Adam at 12 to celebrate his dad's birthday without his dad. HAHAHA. hope i manage to make him feel better bout tmrw!!!! OHMAN TWITTER CONVO MAKING ME BLOODY EXCITED FOR COUNTDOWN NIGHT HEHE Chinchalok FTW  LOL @DARIUSROCKS and @ErnSays have decided that everyone who goes tt night will have to take a spoonful of chinchalok during the first second of 2010 HAHAHAHHAHA @Zdifah doesnt know what Chinchalok is and we explained tt is can be drunk neat or as a mixer with Johnnie @iamshireen is dreading it but i dont care la shes gna take it LOL! LOL im so high now la die how to sleep 4am alr! i hope @kangzhixuan can make it ): and we gna take group photo too YAY @CalebCKS is in charge of group photo! but apparently he died thanks to @iamshireen's failed attempt at being a surgeon -.- Ok now we mass convoing in msn much better! dont needa keep going @Zdifah@iamshireen@DARIUSROCKS@. irritate. LOL. I love it when you really care I hate it when i've already decided to give up, and then i realise that you care then again, i'd hate it even more if you totally didn't care. omfg stop talking to myself I love it when i'm with you, and i feel like i actually matter. I hate it when i'm with you, and to you, i don't even exist. D: ok i know i have to stop blogging like this is twitter k fine bai. Still have not started on lesson plan good game Conversations on twitter making me laugh like crazy teehee i like Monday, December 28, 2009
Hate falling in love with someone that will never love you back. Some fb group and OMG so heartbreaking to realise right Lolll (U) I wna watch Full House!!!!!! random ah i saw the ad on kbs world and i feel like watching grr cannot consperm emo. i'll watch when i have a boyf. HAHAHAHAHAH Wha- wha- what did she say Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, Mmmm that it's all for the best? Of course it is I was so wrong for so long Only tryin' to please myself (myself) Girl, I was caught up in her lust When I don't really want no one else So, no I know I should of treated you better But me and you were meant to last forever So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance) To really be your man Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out I just didn't know what to do But when I become a star we'll be living so large I'll do anything for you So tell me girl Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say) Mmmm that it's all for the best? Of course it is Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say) Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say How, could I live with myself Knowing that I let our love go (love go) And ooh, when I do with one chance I just gotta let you know I know what I did wasn't clever But me and you we're meant to be together So let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance) To really be your man Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out I just didn't know what to do But when I become a star we'll be living so large I'll do anything for you So tell me girl Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say) Mmmm that it's all for the best? Of course it is Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say) Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say Girl, tell me whatcha said (said) I don't want you to leave me Though you caught me cheatin' Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said) I really need you in my life Cuz things ain't right, girl Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said) I don't want you to leave me Though you caught me cheatin' Tell me, tell me whatcha said (said) I really need you in my life Cuz things ain't right Cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out I just didn't know what to do But when I become a star we'll be living so large I'll do anything for you So baby watcha say! Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say) Mmmm that it's all for the best? Of course it is Mmmm whatcha say, Mmm that you only meant well? Well of course you did Mmmm whatcha say, (whatcha say, whatcha say) Wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SADFACESADFACESADFACE my tummy bulging now menses coming alr i think BOOO sch starting i gotta go party NOWWWWW but so fat now ahhhh!!!!!!!! still laughing.......  siansiansiansianzzzz Have not started on 2 lesson plans due tmrw @5pm i've been awake since 1 hahaha and im going out to meet nb now! hope he doesnt puke aft eating the cupcakes LOL when im home ltr i'll complete my lesson plans! MUSTTTT! gna have another event @supperclub tmrw shld i goooo? I miss you alr ): Sunday, December 27, 2009
Gladys and Shireen came over to BAKE! :D         Maybe going out to STUDY tmrw. hahha do the fucking lesson plan la kanina previous lesson plans i got D for them GRR. MUST do well this time or else overall, i fail -.- K tmrw will be dedicated to doing WORK. WOOH hope its successful ah! So eggcited for countdown this year teeheehee maybe watching movie, then going for shisha till 2010. HELLO 18Y/O LIFE im actually quite scared of being 18 please be kind Currently laying in bed, thinking bout stuff, and wishing real hard that my 2 lesson plans are completed magically ha dreamz. fuck la i wna go out but im so lazy to go out countdown shld be going shisha w reen and put and idk who else i think! ooooooh i likeyyyyy "I guess being the last one on the list is better than not being there at all." Yanping u make me emo orhhor.  :o  jies and i cooking few days back. shiok.   Sucks la Alcova management got so many issues have to keep requeueing and only can have 100 people in the club what nonsense pfft! at 3am they let everyone in. but the party ended at 3.30. -.- ok fine maybe it wasnt that bad hehe i hope i see checkered shirt guy again omg melttttt ok now im bored. but i have 2lesson plans to be done by the 29th and if i dont start now, i die yupz yupz yupz i wna go out nowz nowz someone help me start on my lesson plan please thanks not going Darius's party alr ): reen and khong dont wna go booooo they're not feeling the mood hahaha k fine actually today i also bo mood bo mood omgomg yay nb say go arcade play omg yay shld i go shld i go lesson plan lesson plan omg omg omg omg omg bai Saturday, December 26, 2009
I'm. Still. Home. FML Omfg this is damn funny glory is on the phone with me shes downstairs and shes giving me ideas on how to escape LOL 1. climb ladder down HA 2. wear ugly clothes say im going mac to eat only 3. just run HAHAH glory is the breast the bomb the whatever-good-stuff-u-can-think-of   Oh and before i leave for the night, dont assume things, somethings are not what they seem, thanks I really hate lying to Mummy But sometimes, urghhh idk man Mummy just asked me 'Where you going' I said 'No where' im actually prepping to leave house at 9.30, -.- like a humongous big fat fucking lie in my/mummy's face. i feel bad. yay im finally home and resting on my bed urgh havent layed here in a long longggg time and i've got so much stuff not done yet. pfft off i go ): wont be home tonight AGAIN. gna be at Alcova yay yay finally ;D mixed aged k im so not breaking the law LOL btw, this was what my sisters and i cooked last night!  hehehe so awesomez tonight round 2 yay OKAY off to do my stuffz urgh busy busy i'll be home tmrw at like 6am k anyshing call me thanks bai i'll be back with peektures manyz yay lets hope tonights gna be a good night Friday, December 25, 2009
OMFG SO HAPPY dinner a awesome sucess :D heading out nowz to meet neighbour then maybe going hougang to find lr aft tt! YAY merry christmas :D Spoke to my emo friend last night, LOL i wonder if he reads my blog hmmmmm He told me stuff that made me go 'HUH REALLY AH WTF' and i kept thinking bout what he said till i even dreamt bout it! what he said struck me real hard man EH FRIEND, SEE LA, WHY U TELL ME TT HUH now i dont want boyfriend alr. HAHHAHA veh good i finally think this way -.-(Y) Ok, i woke up at 1, had lunch. jie cooked awesomeee pasta WOOH gna bake muffins at 3. YAY. (muffins tt are 60cals confirm taste like sai HAHA) then cook dinner w jie at 5-6, i think MFing sian and quiet Xmassssss i wna go out tonight cause I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night That tonight’s gonna be a good night That tonight’s gonna be a good good night (x3) k i had enough FINALEH LOL thanks to emofriend i a m D - O - N - E you can do or say whatever you want to me or whoever as long as u know how i feel tts enough no need for the guilt and all that shizzlez, im totally fine sompa hahha and yes when i say sompa i really mean sompa ok and just to contradict what i just said eh come find me leh i miss u alr ha ha ha k joke but yar walau fucking sian at home srzly im like a rotting blob of fat k no link i really gotta slap myself awake sometimes like what the fuck was i emo about i dont even fucking know ha sometimes u just end up talking yourself into it you dont even know what your thinking bout like last night i was so bent on thinking oh im emo oh im emo cuz of you cuz of you but ha no man fuck it im fucking fine no im not insane you biatch you know how girls always have those fucking days where everything just seems to be crumbling down yesterday was jsut one of those days AIYAH enough man i wna shisha tonight i wna shisha tonight i wna shisha tonight eh fuck cannot tmrw got Dr Ngim at 10am kanina who wna go Dr Ngim w me ): ): ): I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it. -Audrey Hepburn Can you be my Best Friend(++) and let it stay that way please? :D Thursday, December 24, 2009
I wna have nothing stressful on my mind and feel super at peace and be glad for what i've got YEAH I WILL DO IT off for hot bath now hope it helps -___-  bo mood to do anything today. tmrw. day after. was super fun @ aunt's house laa but aiyah i totally was like thinking bout something else the entire time now xmas leh wpiangzxs sieh bo mood please I WNA GO OUT AND PLAYYYYYY ): johnny johnnyyyyy LOL k no joke okay i just read XX's love story. i think i can bang wall now reallyreally not emo at all grrrr Why cant things just be alright and remain tt way Why do i have to ruin things all the time Not that i want to either I just, don't consider anything else, Once i start thinking bout you. Pathetic leh Ern ):  off to aunt's house not tired at all, -.- omg i cant stand it i feel fucking lost. and im leaving house now after bathing and getting dressed. going ikea, then to aunty's house for Xmas party. Im so F busy but i feel so F lousy ): The chalet was fun while it lasted But left me feeling lost once it ended ): I went to bed I was thinking about you Aint the same since I'm living without you All the memories are getting colder All the things that I wanna do over Went to bed I was thinking about you I wanna talk and laugh like we used to When I see you in my dreams at night It's so real but it's in my mind And now I guess This is as good as it gets Don't wake me Cause I don't wanna leave this dream Don't wake me Cause I never seem to stay asleep enough When it's you I'm dreaming of I don't wanna wake up Don't wake me Were together just you and me Don't wake me Cause were happy like we used to be I know I've gotta let you go But don't wake me I went to bed I was thinking about you And how it felt when I finally found you It's like a movie playing over in my head Don't wanna look cause I know how it ends All the words that I said that I wouldn't say All the promises I made that I wouldn't break It's last call, last song, last dance Cause I can't get you back, can't get a second chance And now, I guess This is as good as it gets   INTERNET IS BACK WOOOH!!!!!!! just came back from chaletletletlet it was crazyzyzyzy. got fucking wasted during 2nd night! i dont even rmb what i did or said. all i rmb is vomitting and people forcing me to drink fucking hot water LOL and leaning against the wall cuz i cant stand straight and keep asking for dunhill and people telling me tt i threw dunhill away -.- thanks khai reen lr darius and everyone else i lurbszx lurbzxs euuzxs (L) Chalet was fun la heh although it was fucking dirty and smelly and dirty and smelly!!!!!!! hahhaaa but yeah. once a year gotta have a chalet like tt! :D next years one will be fucking crazier confirm. Pics up next time. didnt really take pics though! but yeah. some la. I said a shitload of nonsense when i was drunk and even when i wasnt. I cant confirm what im feeling yet even if i can, i refuse to accept it haahaaaaa what the fuck la aiya!!!!!!!!!!! angsty grr >=(  Confused although i dont have options to consider Sunday, December 20, 2009
ITS BEEN THREE DAYS W/O INTERNET YES IM STILL ALIVE. i've got so many pictures to post!!!!! urgh but all in my lappy im using my sis's lappy nowz k let me fill you in on my life the past three days. i've been home. the end -.- cant wait for starhub/singtel guy to fix up the internet!!!! i feel so disconnected from the world ): fill me in on whats happening okay!!!!!! msg me or call me or smth. tts my only communicating device now! grrrrrr watch out when the internets back i ll blast an entire longlong post on whats been going on recently in my life! i miss you ): Thursday, December 17, 2009
HAHAH HAHAHA HAHHA i am pro!!!! BD OK off to move my toiletries and towel and undergarments and whatevers left SO I CAN FINALLY BATHE AND SLEEP HAHAHAHAH never been so happy and excited bout sleeping at home before :3 u shld see my toilet. Sigh sweet escape ok off now bai HI SHIMIN IF YOURE READING THIS I WILL EMAIL THE ESSAY TO U BY 11 OKOKOK MY INTERNET ABIT NOT RIGHT LOLZ help me tell ngshimin if you see this k idk where my phone is -.-  @ centre for play implementation few days back (: Since my previous post, I've done all elearning work (cept PD doing it nao) and moved and unpacked a shitload of furniture. Living room and dining and kitchen area done! Parents sieh kanchiongbuaytahansrzlyvirritatingbutkfinetheyoldalriunderstand Left w entertainment room and toilets and bedrooms. i look in srzly can faint. cant even walk in 3 steps -.- Yes, its packed to the door Lolz Papas nonsense! VERY HUNGRY ): tummy just growled damn loudy HUNGRYYYY  Yesyes i dont look shag at all cuz i totally didnt just wake up lorzxs :O Reason : So i can connect to 103 aroozoo's internet -.- 99 aroozoo bo internet yet booo Ok off to chiong elearning work! must finish within next 1 hour. internet will be moving house soon hehe 3 days.. Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Uh i was happily thinking that im stress free for the week then i realised, i have PD's 650 words essay, and elearning for 3 or 4 modules due by friday. Stress-free my ass. Today i survived 9am - 6pm with 25 crazyyyy high kids I am pro. and i confirm pass my implementation YAHOOOO will post my results when i get it hehe i think i'll do quite well! :D although the kids were fucking roudy ttm, at least i managed to complete the activity -.- Todays the last day i'll be at the centre for year 2009 ): But its ok! Tcher Gillian said tt i can go down anytime anyday! WOOH as long as i tell her beforehand hehehehehe yay too attached to the kids alr. Today the field supervisor said that the kids feel very secure with me! and that watching me conduct the lesson was a joy and she felt verypleased and happy that the children trust me so much HAHAH SO HAPPYYYYYY :D Who knew ernernthemonster would have a day like this :3 i dont think i've heard the words 'Teacher Ern Ern i love you' more in my life than today (L) awwwww >< ANYWAYYY, Rushed home aftr leaving the centre, [after 10,000 hugs and hi-5s and BYE-TEACHER-ERNERN-COME-BACK-TMRW-OK?'s] bought dinner from coffee shop with jie, had dinner @home with family, then CHIONG MOVING HOUSE LIKE SIAO LOL srzly i dont think i've felt this tired in a long while i just felt like sitting on the road and sleeping -.- I need a body scrub and a thai massage I NEED BKK argh D: WOKAY I'LL BE @ NEW HOUSE TMRWZ HEHE will have the last shower in this horrible place and wake up, wash up, move my makeup, toiletries and pillow+bolster and.. HELLO 99 AROOZOO AVE I'VE MISSED YOU WOOOOOH!!!!!!! and i just realised. since my attachments for the year is over i can start painting my nails again HEHEHEH :3 suddenly the world seems like the best place evaaaaaaaa Wonder hows Neighbour doing in Phillipines >=( Cant get to sleeep back aching like crazy cuz of the moving house and preparing for implementation tmrw hungryy alrrrr and aft bathing i still feel dirty my hair v wet steeeel hair wet cannot sleep Ok stop complaining. V scared for implementation tmrw ): todays was a success thou! will post pics when sibs sends them to me! Sigh sigh wonder when i'll stop checking your profile on fb or going to your blog to see for updates once i click on the internet browser or wish that your convo pops up when i log on msn I wna stop, so bad Urgh cramps now fuck To the tune of London Bridge (No, not the one sung by Fergie -.-) Two sides short and two sides long, two sides short, two sides long. Two sides short and two sides long, We're a rectangle. Our 4 sides are just the same, just the same, just the same, our four sides are just the same, We're a square. We've got three corners and three sides, see our sides with your eyes. We got three corners and three sides, We're a triangle. We're as round as we can be, we can be, we can be. We're as round as we can be, we're a circle. Wish me luck Tuesday, December 15, 2009
YAY NEW BLOGSKIN FINALLY took so mfucking long to edit like crazy la my god finally can go bathe and sleep in peace and hope for the best for tmrw's implementation! YAY MOVE HOUSE HE HE HEHEH EHE Monday, December 14, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNYYYY BOY:3 IM SORRY DONT BE ANGRY ALR OK ): GROW UP AH PLEAASE LOLLL  Glory not cute at all sia, LOL  Sibs and i tday! well not officially la. but the pro movers are coming tmrw to move everything! then my house will be empty but the official move in date is 17th heehee i cant wait :3 Went shopping tdayyy! Bought a dress and a top. Shiok ^^ Play Group implementation tmrw, WOOH idk why im excited. LOL! Wont be able to be home to experience the moving tmrw, ): ): PD PROJECT LAH KANINA LOL enough of assignments mannnn so stressssss and irritatingggg and time consumingggg HEHE MOVING HOUSE TMRW HEHE i make sure i run home tmrw. cab home. whatever la! Neighbour aka NB(LOL) still in phillipines lehzxs wahlauzxs v sian ): Nabeh dont push it okay i have been trying fucking hard to lighten the mood like crazy alr and you're still totally doing almost close to nothing. srzly ok its not funny alr. this isnt the first pw where we're all buay song at you and i dont think its fair to us at all. if we were to list down the things we have done for every project individually and not forgetting to include the amount of effort we put into our parts im sure you will have no room to complain bout why im writing this. the list you sent to Ms Huimin the other day was incomplete did you even know? And you seemed to have spent like 2 hours on it, just typing it onto word and editing it into table format. and still not completing th content properly. k fine who am i to say all these right but for the PIEY pw we're working on now you srzly cannot say that you are doing work right. i know you have your own taiji but eh hello we also have our own shit to work on right can you just concentrate on what we're doing for half an hour and get it over and done with it. dont even start bout sibs k at least for assignments that she can help in she will. this assignment she wasnt there on that day and we didnt explain it to her so fine, she can do more work tmrw and tuesday. i hope u get my point. no, im not trying to end friendships or whatever you call it, im just telling you why we've been treating you like we have been for the past few weeks. you can take it as an insult or whatever la but aiyah, UP TO YOU LAH DONT UNDERSTAND U @ ALL YOU BUAY PAISEH ONE AH? finally finished the stupid snake puppet and the last minute detailed list of the main activity argh no one seems enthu @ all lorzxs im actually srzly feeling fucking down and lousy and shitty also kz (THANKS AH JIE THANKS AH JIE THANKS AH JIE I WONDER WHY) i tred to crack some lame jokes to lighten the mood but obviously not working aiyah whatever at least we're done im gna sleep it off pfft i think im going to bathe and sleep now fucking long and tiring day tmrw yawns school - home - ikea - home - move house - home - dinner - sleep not sian @ all ha ha ha i wna go shopping srzly manz even 1 shopping goodie will make me squeal in delight Sigh last minute work againz sucks sia not like we wanted it also but zz we didnt know we had so much more to do sigh its alright its okay im so much better without youuuu i wont be sorrryyyy its alright its okay so dont you bother what i dooo (ok sieh no link really -.-) So yessss currently fussing over what snakes eat and what kangaroos eat Srzly man ECH makes us source for the weirdest things seems simple but HEYYY WAKE UP MAN what kangaroos eat?! pfft whaat grass?! back to making a Snake Sock Puppet for now........... Your photos still make we go awwwwwww... How sad. Im delusional LOL! Sunday, December 13, 2009
Having to Email my Field Supervisor every single day is immensely stressful Who knew crafting a simple Email could make me shudder, in fear of insulting her by accident (and that, definitely meaning my grades dropping drastically oooh i would not want that for sure) Woah who said studying was easy hmm     CANNOT FUCKING WAIT TILL THE NEXT TIME I GET TO GO OVERSEAS how often do you get to take shots like these in singapore man srzly tsk BKK BKK come to mommy asap): i miss playing Loco Roco is there a Loco Roco version for DS?   Not bored @ all lolz gna start clearing my cupboards again Cramps are not killing me at all lor yupz super not gna continue hiding under my blanket and praying tt the cramps go away lor Yups gd aftrnoonz Watching antm to shoo the blues awayyyyy unearthly hour tsk BTW cant wait for the last song to release!  Probably june 2010 Wooh long time later MY GOSH LAH then i just HAD to find this right this, i haven't seen for bout a year alr lor pfft why why why ok not funny alr >=( Grr why everybody offline alr BOO  D: Oh lookie what i found while clearing!   WOAH i almost died of fright LOLZ V scary okay 1am and everyones asleep and i'm clearing places that have not seen light for 6months pfft shld i move it over or just get rid of it for real????? i've been hiding it away so i wont see it but grr come on man i've gotta get rid of it one day right?!?!?! decisions decisions why why nooz howhowhow??!!!!!!!! Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh       4 more days |
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