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ErnErn Chen, Ngee Ann Poly,
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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Life is boring, stressful and full of angst. So whats the fucking point Monday, June 28, 2010
long time since i last listened to this song! i miss you bby ) :  Sometimes i wish nonie could speak. Its getting v frustrating talking to her then having her stare at me like i'm blabbering nonsense. -__- Ok la fine la to her i really am just blabbering nonsense Zzz   6 hours of being home alone later, I am beyond bored. i swear my eczema is killing meeeeee i feel like/am an 18 year old with 60 year old skin. Skipped attachment tday thanks to my ugly broken bleeding sad-looking skin. im officially a living breathing emotional zombie. ok la its not tt bad its just on the insides of my arms whaaat ha ha ha FUCK LA Dr Tay asked if im under stress. Cuz it makes eczema pop randomly. and YES i told him my course in NP is a fucking bloodsucking course and im doing nothing about it which makes me even more stressed! he laughed. FUNNY MEH ok i have nth else to add bye. Sunday, June 27, 2010
Eczema is back with a vengeance. Sigh say hi to ugly arms Saturday, June 26, 2010
My 2 sisters going Perth tmrw 9am Lonely house for 7days againnnnn T_T Working tmrw, i actually dont mind going to work. Its monday's attachment tts killing me Sighzz x100   Met shireen tday! Went for threading then to J8. ate pastamaniaaa and was so full till can puke srsly. hate feeling so full its like wtf what for stuff yourself Lolz nvm. Fat ok random ok nights Thursday, June 24, 2010
Sigh im a cow. Idk why i putting on sooo much weight suddenlyz veli frustrating i swear. aneeewayyyz...... School sucks. HMS sucks more. 1 module, 50% individual assignment; 40% grp assignment; 10% class participation. So if we suck in one, we die in the entire module. NAISE -________- Im totally striving for a pass. get my fucking cert AHGHADGHSDHFHGHADSG angsty. Jie FINALLY home from 10 days taiwan trip!!!!! Happyz home is alive once again! but on Saturday morning, BOTH my sisters going to perth to visit my relatives. AND IM NOT GOING. ULTRA QUIET EMO HOUSE x1000 PLEASEEEE. T______T School still sucks. Tmrw is friday alr. Which means monday is coming. WHICH MEANS ATTACHMENT. WHICH MEANS SUICIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!! My dear boyf is sickkk! Awh ): Wento his house on wednesday, personal assistant okay! Not bad uh, i shld get paid!!!! LOLLL Played AOE, Sims and alot of othr childhood cd games while he nuaed. and he kept randomly waking up and saying 'Bbyyyy~ are you boreddd?' HAHHA DAMN CUTE (L) Anywayz, cute pic hehe  Tuesday, June 22, 2010
R.I.P. T_____T Shop for new wallet asap! and this just shows one thing. I NEED BKK THERAPY!!!!! ) : Met my baby today and im a happy kid Heheheeee This week of sch is gna be torture, i realised after today, Haiya Heng got my crazy class or else really die  Sunday, June 20, 2010
Hi wheres my holidays? Dear School of Humanities, Ngee Ann Poly, GIVE MY HOLIDAYS BACK TO ME.  Sigh la sigh la people in ECH are suffering from premature ageing laaa Time for exercise. Im officially Fat. And my room is so messy it doesnt feel comforting at all T___T and my skin nao very cui. SIAN AR WHY DOES LIFE ALWAYS HAVE TO SUCK ALL AT ONCE ZZZ So i need to clear my room and repack evrything, and start exercising again and eating less. Ok very hard to do the 2nd one but i try T_T Friday, June 18, 2010
I miss my Er Jie so much. Being home feels super mega lonesome w/o her ) : ECH conference is a fucking waste of time. sort of glad that im working tmrw, no need rot in school Zz.           i miss my Baby so fucking much although i just saw him ystdayyyy! ) : Wednesday, June 16, 2010
If a simple letter from school can cause such a commotion, I really wonder what will happen if i tell u every single detail of my life Tuesday, June 15, 2010
  Perfection through the imperfections Celebrated lianghaos bday with cx and his friends woah. Baby + his friends = laugh till abs form automatically aftr tt bby came for stayoverrr watched animal planet, played wii and all my longlost childhood cd games hahaha age of empires Ftw! Monday, June 14, 2010
  PLEASE STOP SO I CAN GO AND SEE MY LOWCAIXING AND STOP TAKING PHOTOS OF MY EMOFACE. SHANKS LOVE, ERNEMOMEOWFACE Sunday, June 13, 2010
 Hi Simplest assignment of this semester and i cant fucking get it done WHY? cause im distracted by AIR. stone for 1 hr alr and practically nothing is done WHY I SO SMART? IDK ALSO. YAR CONCENTRATE. I ALSO WANT. BUT I CANT I JUST KEEP O___O -ing. FUCK MY BRAIN ZZZ WTF I CRAZY ISIT. YAR  Shimins cap hehehe yes i know i look like china ok shutup.    Ok assignment time  and aftr that we'll go down for banmian and bubbletea before sitting at anywhere/evrywhere and talking bout anything/evrything Nothing else matters You do rain. freezing aircon room. noisy relatives. and an assignment to complete. SIGH Im in a room so messy i cant see beyond 10cm. I have photos to upload but im so lazy so lazy so lazy so lazy i have an assignment to complete before 2359 and handed up to LCX (although its real due date is tuesday ha ha) ok im gna complete my assignment, re-organize my room and submit my assignment to LCX by tnight LOL OH AND PAINT M NAILS YAY AND READ MY BOOK!!! THEY'RE ABOUT TO GET MARRIED U KNOW WTF EGGCITE OH AND M PHONE IS RE-GMASKED NAO ITS GREEN WITH WHITE POLKA DOTS SIGH SO PRETTY OK BYE Thursday, June 10, 2010
Hi, photos from past days Finally have the time to sleep in the aftnoon and nua all day HEAVEN* ok yay off to nua more Bye       This is the front of my head btw, LOL and on the day shireen sibs and shimin came,     OH AND 2 videos from school which was SRSLY DAMN LONG AGO but nevertheless! Sibs has been waiting for this vid since forever hehehe Wednesday, June 9, 2010
(TANKS C BUNNY YOUR MOTHER) Tday aft sch(skipped EC :x), Sibs & Shimin came ovr to my place to play karaoke dye hair and EAT Hehehe then Shireen called and YAY SHE CAME OVER TOO HEHE HAHA HOHO too much happiness o____o (PHOTOS ANOTHER TIME CUZ I AM BUSY HUMAN) Now i have awesome red hair. So does Shireen YAY HAHA WE CAN BE TRAFFIC LIGHT TGT Ok off to chiong my assignment I feel so happy nao Like idk why. So happy LOL But my house suddenly feels so empty!!!!!! ): I miss my baby so fucking much!!!!!!!! Gna see him this Fri cuz by then his huge project is DONE HA HA HA LIFE ROCKS \m/ Hi Low Cai Xing i miss you veryvery much dont stress alr okay Whatever it is you'll have me there aww even if all you need is someone to tie your shoelace i'll be there! (L) LOL RANDOM but awh, I love you baby. (:  Haiya im so fucking sick of all your fucking bullcrap i shld start counting down now. Till the day i fucking graduate. 2 years -___________- Tuesday, June 8, 2010
 I miss BKK like krazy Haiya my urge to dye my hair is getting worst by the minute!!!!!!! Why isnt my hair slowly turning hayley-williams red?! HUH!? CAN AUTO CHANGE COLOUR ANOT. *click* ok cannot. Sigh chio hair has to wait till the weekends or smth ):  OH AND I WNA GET ANOTHER TATTOOO ON MY BACK AHHHH but my dearest boyfriend is super against the idea sigh. hi baby please say yes hehehehehehe i want a meowmeow on my back :3 pleeezze. LOL.  okay maybe i'll do it on my 18th and call my baby and say hi baby im officially a cat nao ha ha ok not funny but the cat chio right. yar i know thanks LOL. it'll be on me soon u wait and see!!!!!!! I was looking forward to next week, at least i'll have wed to sunday to do some online shitty assignments and i'll be able to enjoy the rest of the day.... NOT. THEY FUCKING PUT MORE STUFF INTO OUR TIMETABLE HALLELUJAH FUCK YOU NGEEANNPOLY SCHOOL OF HUMANITIES YOU ALL ARE BEING SO FUCKING INHUMANE I FUCKING SWEAR IM GNA CALL SPCA AND ASK THEM TO CATCH ME, MEOW. Monday, June 7, 2010
I mean, my gpa is alr 2.5, what else u want from me? My life? take lor. U need it anyway OK I STOP NOW BYE You're so fuckn ridiculous its quite funny Srsly FUCK YOU i dont think i've meant it so much before go fuck yourself, if you even can Wah thank you you lor. Totally bo mood to do my fucking assignments You succeeded lor. Powerful. Idk why i'm letting you affect me but its impossible to not be affected. idk why im so naive. I think im gna curl up into a ball hug Nonie and cry Disgusting You must be a very upset person to do things like that. You're awesome like that what, right? I sorta cooled off after awhile. But then i talked to my sis bout it and it all burst out once more. I mean srsly. How impossibly disgusting is that. I MEAN LIKE. WLAO EH I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO DO THAT LEH. FUCK MAN. FUCK YOU MAN. FUCK YOU HARDAHRD MAN. NABEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AFLKJADSNDSCLDSNVKLDSNVLKJDSNFINDSLKN ok this will last for prolly the next half an hour, then i'll start to doubt myself again, then i'll be damn guilty. FUCK LA. Thank guanyinma for CaiXing and my sister in my life. W/o them i prolly kill you rdy. Then again, i cant bring myself to do that. Cuz im not an evil bitch. Unlike..........  Sigh much Sunday, June 6, 2010
Hi Baby I love you more than anything in the worldOne moment you may be an irritating bastard and try to burn or drown an innocent worm (and get me very angry and fucking sad!!!!!!!) yet at every other time you're the sweetest person i've ever known :3 I love you, Low Cai Xing the ita the attachment the implementations the mayc the itbd the fieldprac its too much to handle Friday, June 4, 2010
Met my bby aftr my shithole of a day I wuv you beeeee :3   You know its a bad day when : 1. you wake up late for smth impt 2. miss the impt appointment 3. miss lessons, then feel guilty about it 4. wake up to an empty house and a maid with a fucking bad mood/attitude 5. hear ur maid talking on the phone and complaining about you 6. realise you have tons of things to do 7. not doing the tons of things you're supposed to 8. not having the mood to do anything at all 9. feel lethargic and restles 10. feel fat 11. have heavy flow/cramps 12. feel like doing something really badly but can't 13. realise your friends met up to study while im rotting at home 14. have a busy boyfriend for the day 15. realise you sisters went out and didnt date you along 16. want to go shopping very badly and realise theres no fucking time 17. have a neighbour who is currently reconstructing their house, the nosie and smell urgh 18. have your dad suddenly come home and blast his stereo with emo songs 19. want to go out really badly and realise you look like crap 20. when your internet is fucked up and disconnects when it feels like it 21. have work the next day 22. hate your life. maybe only for that day i think im gna curl up in a ball and hide under my blanket hugging my pillow and hope the stress of assignments and everything else that sucks disappears Why does shit always happen all on the same day FUCK THIS SHIT   Thursday, June 3, 2010
LOOK WHAT SIBS DID. SRSLY LAUGH TILL MY MENSES CRAMP SCARED AND DISAPPEARED LOL HAHAHAHA OK WTF STILL CANT STOP. LOL 1.  2.  3.  4.  L O L |
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