Profile ErnErn Chen, Ngee Ann Poly, Early childhood education, (L)CaiXing Facebook 30 day letter challenge @ ThreeZero Nuffnang Twitter - Tagboard Archives November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 October 2011	Saturday, July 31, 2010 6 days No shame? Friday, July 30, 2010 7 days Thursday, July 29, 2010 Tdays my 2nd sisters convocation day! I wasnt there for the ceremony but my family met for dinner and i got to wear the NTU gown HEHEHE cant wait to finallyyyy wear the NgeeAnn gown one and get my ass out of tt place -___- hehehhe not bad ah! Hogwarts much? I like! anyway, met Bby in the aftnoon in sch! my dearest boyf finally agreed to step foot in ngee ann poly! o___o hahahaha had subwayyyy yay and it was really damn hot can die kinda hot so we both bcome nua ttm hehe standard. (L) 8 days my camera, despite its age and the things it's been through, still rocks Wednesday, July 28, 2010 9 days Tuesday, July 27, 2010 10 days. Tday, i wento school for an hour. ....................... hougang > ngeeann (CLEMENTI) > hougang nice. sibs yp and shimin came over aft sch for assignment. First few hours were sian cuz we were doing assignments duhhh... lol. then we went krazy and laugh till siaoooo ok meeting bby tmrw (HEHEHE YAY) Monday, July 26, 2010 Today. Just. Few mins ago. My mum hugged me then she kissed me WHAT HAPPEN TO THE WORLD HAHAHAHHAA 10 more hours of attachment and its OVER. o______o cannot. fucking. wait. i hate that place. URGH change of profession PLEASE. frustraaaatingz oh yes, thailand got bombings. FUCK LA x10000000 Can hug Shireen and cry tgt alr COUNTDOWN: 11 days till break :3 Thursday, July 22, 2010 Weekly Schedule monday - Full day attachment tuesday - Full day school wednesday - Full day school thursday - Half day school, half day attachment friday - Half day school, half day attachment saturday - Full day work Love my life so much sigh -__________- 2 weeks, dear friends 2 weeks of this and we'll be free (well at least till 2nd and 3rd sep when we have our papers T_T) Wednesday, July 21, 2010 I miss Monday, July 19, 2010 Im tired. and what happens when im tired? i get free double eyelids till i get my lenses + lashes off Lolz not a bad deal ah my eyes get bigger for awhile teeheehee Attachment + school + assignments + work In the midst of all that horror, times spent with boyf = Heaven Cant wait for my getaway in Sept with Shireen Hehehehe It seems like years away though ) : Sunday, July 18, 2010 3 months of crazy loving Happy 3rd Month Bby ^___^ Saturday, July 17, 2010 Btw, my 30 days 30 letters challenge is @ 30days30letters Friday, July 16, 2010 Hehehe love veli tired. work tmrw. so sad. k bye, Wednesday, July 14, 2010 School is pushing me to the edge. You, dear parents, are pushing me off the edge i really, really, really, dont give a damn about anything anymore. The whole situation, my life, its ridiculous. But still, thanks sis, for being here for me. Im gna seek comfort in the library and bury myself in sad romance novels everything is going out of hand. Fuck this shit Something fucked up always has to happen when things are starting to get positive Monday, July 12, 2010 Its hard to explain how i feel nao. Actually i dont know how i feel! I feel like going back in time, to redo some mistakes i made. Huge regrets. yet i feel like fast forwarding time so i'd get my fucking diploma and zao farfar. Tday one of the tchers at my centre spoke to me, friend to friend. she asked if i would like to continue teaching kids, i said NO, straightaway Woah like bad impression ah wtf fml but natural reaction leh bobian. Anw, then the big question popped up again, So what the fuck am i gna do in the future? No fucking idea i tell you. Im gna be a beggar. Ok not so bad. But u get my point T__T Ok change topic. I feel like getting to know some people all over again. If i could i definitely would. Sometimes you start off on a rough patch with someone, and you feel like something greater could come out of it. but theres just no chance/time for you. Yet other times, you start off super well with someone, and you hit a stumbling block, and it tumbles down all the way from then on. You wish you could apologize and start all over, but that never happens. Sorry doesnt cure. I wish it did. Change topic! Sometimes bad things happen and you're afraid of what your parents might say. But its when my parents say nothing that scares me the most. My parents say nothing, most of the time. It scared the shit out of me. Like wtf are they thinking?! i have no fucking idea. -________- Haiya why so stress my menses alr over u know!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn sad my face so cui nao pimples evrywhere like himalayas mountains Fml. Oya my baby got new bed tday so shiok! I think he loves his new bed more than me rdy T_T Awww ) : She lives in a fairy tale Somewhere too far for us to find Forgotten the taste and smell Of the world that she's left behind It's all about the exposure the lens I told her The angles were all wrong now She's ripping wings off of butterflies keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Ba da ba ba da ba ba da So one day he found her crying Coiled up on the dirty ground Her prince finally came to save her And the rest you can figure out But it was a trick And the clock struck twelve Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick or the wolf's gonna blow it down keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Well you built up a world of magic Because your real life is tragic Yeah you built up a world of magic If it's not real You can't hold it in your hand You can't feel it with your heart And I won't believe it But if it's true You can see it with your eyes Oh even in the dark And that's where I want to be, yeah Go get your shovel We'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Well go get your shovel and we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle Attachment tmrw yay so happy ha ha ha -___________________________________- fuck Friday, July 9, 2010 Hi i very tired. Work tmrw. Bye Why do i feel like this? I wna know too ) : Can i buy my time for myself? Can i buy your time for myself? I would if i could. You give all the right answers, but.. I still want your hugs so badly NOW although i just hugged you a few minutes ago ) : hi bby, Hug? Attachment make-up session tday ha ha laobanniang left early, so it was mad fun once she was gone :X Played with the kids like theres no tmrw hehe carry almost my whole N2 class and they are not light lor! Fatty bomboms Lolz K dental tmrw morn, then sch, then pw meeting, then home. and sat, W O R K T____T Wednesday, July 7, 2010 30 Day letter challenge Write a letter to these people : Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from Day 15 — The person you miss the most Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country Day 17 — Someone from your childhood Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to Day 23 — The last person you kissed Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day Day 28 — Someone that changed your life Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror I'm starting tmrw. Wish me luck! Life isnt easy S C H O O L . Tuesday, July 6, 2010 damn shag la Monday, July 5, 2010 Sometimes i wish i had you next to me 24/7 There comes a time where you stop, think, and realise you've made a wrong decision by choosing Early Childhood Education I love you, my dearest bby :3 Sunday, July 4, 2010 I'd rather die trying than die complaining debate in my head the only thing keeping me going is cx, w/o him you'll prolly see me in a full time job. Z F my brain. Friday, July 2, 2010 I really dont see the point in everything i do nowadays It sucks to feel like this Please tell me its just my period thats making me go so crazy it sucks to be feeling so much hate for almost evrything, for totally no reason whatsoever i keep wanting to punch someone/something/anything 24/7 -___- Haiya irritate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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